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Me and my boyfriend ever have sex... I don't know what's wrong with me 😥 when we first got together it was like three sometimes four times a night I understand that's "honeymoon" period though. But, anyway, we live together now and he just never ever wants it? At times we do have it I feel like it's just because he wants to get it over and done with, there no playing or anything it just usually in and out and done.... I try to touch his penis and put it in my mouth but he'll reject me... I'll try asking do you wanna fuck and he said it puts him off when I ask... I'll lay next to him and put my hand on his penis... still no.... we had sex on the 2nd of this month but we probably won't have sex for another 2-3 weeks and I just don't understand what's wrong with me? I know I have out weight on since meeting him and I'm not exactly the most beautiful girl in the world.... I just don't get it 😭 before I met him he'd sleep with 2-3 different girls a week he was such a player.... honestly he was so bad.... he couldn't go without it.... we've been together for a little over a year and I feel like a old married couple when we aren't... we are due to move into a new house again... I'm just worried.... honestly he tells me he still loves me and I should wait till he wants it but since when is sex ever only wanted on one party? Since when does it all have to be on his terms?! 😭 I try so hard with him all the time and get nothing back anymore it's like we are just together for something to do and I love him to bits I absolutely adore the life of him.... what do I do?😭😭😭 it's getting worse and the "wait" gets longer every time 😔

Here's a few pictures of me... is there something wrong with me?!

Too picture is off me and him 😔