So anxious 😔

I'm 37 weeks + 3 days pregnant , it never really hit me that I'm actually pregnant but for some reason now that the time is getting closer and closer I guess you can say i'm getting a little scared . My due date is in exactly 17 more days and all I can think about is when will my baby decide to come , will it be before my babys due date or after ? will I have it normal or need a c section :/