I posted a topic a while back about being blindsided by my boyfriend and father of my child leaving me...I've been knocked down and defeated since then..I feel like my whole world is being torn apart with losing my father and now losing the father of my child..I love him so much and can't believe we are having so many issues and he is still "Thinking" my heart hurts so much..all I have a history of depression and all I want to do is give up right now...blow by blow non stop I keep getting hit..I just can't take it anymore..I'm so tired...