Scared for delivery number two??

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My son turns two this upcoming December, I'm due with his little brother or sister in the beginning of March and literally all my anxieties about labor and delivery are coming back. With my son I had a shot of nubane to help ease my contractions a bit, but once it came time to deliver the nubane was out of my system and I did it naturally. I was in labor for 12 hours and I pushed for half an hour. It was decently easy tho I was exhausted but I'm absolutely terrified to do it all over again. Anyone else have this issue?