I went to my 38 week appt and she is sending me up to the hospital.

I am 38+5 and my BP was really high. I was excited. Then anxious. Now I'm just 💔💔. I have to go through this alone bc DH hasn't made it back yet from his business trip. Idk when he will be back. Hopefully before I deliver. I just can't believe he is going to miss this. I'm pissed. Sad. Filled with hate and anger. Just not happy.

This is supposed to be a joyous moment but I am not happy at all. And I need to eat something but I don't even want to bc in so stressed.