4am suffering alone

I just knew this month was our month. I knew we had done everything just right this time...OH but how af always has a way of proving me wrong !! Now here I am (two days before my period even supposed to start) cramping and crying alone in the bathroom . AF decided to make her grand entry at 4 am and with a vengeance. I am so done with the disappoint. well for anyone who reads this Thank You for letting me vent to you and if your trying for your sweet baby too than all the baby dust to you !!