Never thought I would be dealing with this.

Just left my OB earlier and they did not find my babies heartbeat.  I am 15 weeks 3 days and they think the baby died at around 14 weeks.  We always heard a good strong heartbeat at previous appointments.  They keep telling me it's nothing I did but I just keep running everything I have done through my head.  I now can either wait to see if I miscarry on my own,  be induced and deliver or have the D and C.  I said I would rather do the D and C.  I feel so confused/lost.  Was so hard looking at the US and not seeing the heartbeat,  the baby just laid there so still.  My heart breaks for all the other mothers that have gone through this.