Another one...

So this will technically be my second post that is against the rules. The first one was anonymous and this one isn't controversial. I felt the need to explain this on a more detailed level to you guys, so I don't look like a liar and I have said many times that I feel very safe in the Glow community (CC specifically). I will delete this topic shortly after as I understand it is against the rules. The ladies and gentlemen in CC have helped me a lot through this rough time in my life so I feel it is important to explain this to them. I have never really had this support and to have it from you guys has been amazing. There is a couple things that I would like to address but before I start, I'm not looking for attention, I just felt I needed to explain this to you all. Thank you if you read this to the end. So here this goes. I found out tonight that I am pregnant. I felt the need to explain this because I have said many times that I haven't actually been in a real relationship and I still haven't. I was raped about a month ago and low and behold, I am pregnant. This isn't the first time actually, as the same person doing this is the reason I was shunned from the church and the reason I left. Don't worry, it is being taken care of. Another thing I want to address is I don't know what to do with the baby. I am financially stable to be able to take care of myself but I am not sure about being able to take care of a baby. I am also not sure how I will be able to care for the child of my rapist. I take a test tomorrow that determines whether or not I get my GED. Whatever happens tomorrow, will impact my decision a ton.If I pass, I will more than likely keep the baby. If I don't, then I don't know what I will do. I just felt I needed needed explain that so I didn't make myself look like a liar. Thank you guys for all of your help and support. You'll never know how much it means to me.