In tears

Beverly
So I'm 38 weeks even and had my first cervix check yesterday. I heard it was uncomfortable but no it was painful. I was in tears after she was done. Unfortunately my cervix is closed too. I came home and took a nap but it was still hurting along with my belly hurting. I went to sleep around 10:30 last night and I'm just waking up. It still hurts and I'm still crying. I expected it to be rough but not this rough. There's no blood. I check every time I've been to the bathroom and nothing leaking. Is this normal and how it should feel? 😔😥