I think I messed up

I just for an IUD put in a couple months ago. It's been somewhat uncomfortable and the other day when I felt for the strings they were super low and I was so frustrated I pulled it out.....
So now here I am without any birth control and my husband things I still have this thing in...getting pregnant wouldn't be the worst timing but it could be better...
I don't really want to tell him cause I hate messing up...and I think this one I kinda messed up big time...🙊