He's been being distant but yesterday was shit.

We went to the gender reveal sonogram and our parents came. Normally he is just as excited as I am or pretends to be. Plus I mean we were about to get to see OUR baby for only the second time. I asked if we could get breakfast but he kept going back to sleep until it was too late and then I asked if we could go afterwards and he refused, he didn't want breakfast. So I said we could get something else, and he said no. He offered to get me food but refused to eat with me. So I asked if he was hungry and he said yes. But he still refused. We aren't low on cash there's and if he uses that as an excuse it's bullshit bc I can guarantee sometime this week he will order pizza for himself like he does every other week. Our parents came for the first time, so after we get there I'm excited he's making fun of me being cute. But as soon as we sit down he gets on his phone and just doesn't talk to me. My moms sitting on the other side of the waiting room texting me and I thought it was funny, nudging him and giggling. Nothing. I went to go grab his mom from the elevator and he seemed to get annoyed with me following me. Then we sit down and both our moms and I are all on one couch again he's completely quiet while all of us are making some effort to talk to each other. He's on his phone. Not looking/talking/or touching me. His mom asks him what's wrong with him today, he ignores it, my mom asks why he's so quiet today, he ignores it so I answer, while he's still on Facebook watching videos.

We get called back, I'm filling out the paperwork, he's still on his phone, he rarely does this btw. Normally he's more in tune. I didn't understand any of the paperwork he didn't even try to help, so I went to my mom back out in the guest waiting room. He didn't get off his phone the whole time. When the nurse says it's almost time to go, I get excited, although we didn't want to know the gender yet, I couldn't wait to see how big my baby got and watch him/her move.

He still was just bland. We walk back and everyone refuses to sit in the only chair and he comes to sit next to me on the little patient table, this is the only time for the rest of the visit he gets this close to me or touches me. Our first visit he wouldn't leave my side or let my hand go, same as our doctors appointments. He sits down in the chair and never gets back up. Our moms try to take pictures he scoots the chair closer but won't get up. We see the baby, he's too far for me to hold his hand, isn't smiling, not even at me. I'm in pain bc the doctor is pushing too hard on my tummy and I looking to him for a hand to hold with a face full of pain. Nothing. He spends the entire time quiet and away from me. He made one comment about our alien baby and that was it. Oh and that the jelly might dry on my tummy and to wipe it, I didn't lol. The doctor prints the pictures, moms ask for another one of us with the baby, he stays in the chair. We stand he comes no where near me we leave. He doesn't hold my hand or hug me or kiss me, nothing.

We get halfway down the elevator and I tell him I'll go home with my mom I know he has work in an hour but to please text me, he try's to half ass kiss me and leave so I pulled in tighter for something more meaningful bc the whole thing should've been more meaningful.

He leaves, texts me a couple times. And I'm upset all day. He has three breaks all 15 minutes sometimes more except his lunch that's 30. He normally calls me on every one.

He didn't. Didn't even text really.

I'm at home making the diy baby gender reveal shit and he's still ignoring me, everything was fine with us the day before. He called once on lunch, normally if I don't answer he calls like 6 times and texts like 2.

Nothing. He didn't care. So I called to see why he didn't try and he just said, "I'm eating" never been an excuse. I asked why he didn't call on break, "I didn't want to" ok. I wait for him to get off at 12am when I would always much rather be asleep but I stay up for him. I found something of his we had been looking for so I ask him to stop by so we can take a shower together, to try to fix the day. Sneak outside to scare him in his car and catch him deleting his history in my driveway, before he gets the chance to. My mood instantly ruined bc that means right after the doctors appointment that was shit he went home to jack off and not reply to my text bc there was some moaning girl getting fucked on his screen.(we don't have sex and when we do I have to be the one to do everything, he isn't emotional just lays there and cums as fast as he can, 10 seconds then goes to sleep, blames it on how little we have sex but I've been with him for a year and it just slowly got unemotional for him and it was like let's get this over with.)

Shitty day at the doctor, ignores me all day, goes home, watches porn after seeing our baby bc that's what's more important right, goes to work, ignores me more, comes to my house, waits in my drive way to delete porn and says " i was just about to call you"

I said yeah no you weren't.

We get in the shower and normally I'll was his chest and back and be super cute and I said my back was hurting so I expected something. Nothing, we didn't touch or even shower the whole time just sat there at the foot of the bathtub with the shower on us and I realized my relationship is turning to shit. Last week he at least tried and it was lovely rubbed my feel when I got off work, HE SHAVED MY LEGS, HE WANTED TO HAVE SEX WITH ME WENT DOWN ON ME FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 6 months.

I though things were finally going to get better.

And it's back to shit.