So i have always planed to wait on sex till marraige. But this one day i just slipped up..and gave my boyfriend a blowjob..oddly enough i literally enjoyed it. No swallow of course so we kept giving each other head..and he did this thing of penetrating my thigh gap..very tideous but any way..i feel really half and half..since i have done other sexual things but not actual sexual vaginal penetration..am even confused writing right now😂😂

What is you take on this!?