Mandi🌻 • Healing from a loss.

Just found out yesterday our 2nd baby had no heartbeat. I have to go in on Monday for a D&C.; I honestly just want to die 1000 times. I don't feel anything anymore my whole body is numb. My depression finally went away because I was so happy about being pregnant. Now it's instantly back and I can't handle it 😭😭 why did this happen. we were going to announce to my family this weekend. The doctor said the baby passed almost 2 weeks ago. I can't even look at my stomach without my heartbreaking