I just need 5 minutes😫

amy

I'm a single mom and my son turns 9 months on the 1st September which is crazy, I'm 16 and I had him when I was 15, long story I didn't know I was pregnant blah blah...😝

BUT I am soooooOoo done!! Its a week until I get my gcse results back and find out whether I've got into college or not, but I want to know now!! I want to know now because when do I have the time to cry? I share a room with my son, so I literally never have a minute to myself, and sometimes I need to cry it out, just absolutely melt down, what if I've failed everything? What do I do? What am I supposed to tell my son? I couldn't deal with the disappointment on my family's faces, I have had 2 days (6 hours) without my son for the past 18 days, and I'm going INSANE I feel so ungrateful for saying it but literally he makes me feel like shit sometimes, when nothing works to get him back to bed of an evening I feel like there's nothing in the world I can do to help him and that's all I want to do, makes me feel so useless and I've just had enough of it tonight

I need to share this on here as I have no mom friends I can vent to due to me being so young🤷🏼‍♀️