So Confused ..Need to rant

Cassandra

so me and my husband have been married for 5 months but been together for 2 years. he does not work he hurt his back a couple years ago way before me and got together. well I work 40+ hours a week I am a full time student. well sometimes I feel like I am no good to him. at the beginning of our relationship he would always get me cards and flowers but it seems like here recently all he wants to do is play on the computer with his friends and just ignore me. we just had a miscarriage about 3 weeks ago. I am just so confused I feel like I am chop liver. I can't do anything. I think I need some me time. away from work and away from him. I know that sounds bad . I love him but it sometimes feels like he wants nothing to do with me. like hi buddies are more important than me his wife. Ever since we have lost the baby he doesn't want to be intimate with me. it's like pulling nails and teeth with him just for him to do something that I want to do.. ugh I need help or advice on what I should do.