I'm not excited. I'm just scared.

Glorya • Identical Twin rainbows 10/20/18 🌈🌈 Twin angels 7/17/17 💕

We miscarried on July 17th and found out we're pregnant again this Tuesday. I didn't have a period between. My tests are really faint and I keep telling myself that's normal because I'm only 15 dpo.

I'm so scared. I don't feel happy like last time with our first pregnancy. I want to be happy and excited and it feels wrong that I'm not. I'm so scared we'll lose this one again.

How do you feel happy after being hurt before?