So me and my older sister (she's 30 in 18) are exactly three Weeks apart in our pregnancy I wanted to share this whole experience with her but for several reasons I can't 1) her baby daddy was a secret and she told 15 people and someone who didn't need to know now knows and she blames me (I didn't say anything) 2) she hates me because of it 3) even with out she's a royal bitch 4) she wants everything he way I was pregnant first and this is my first baby I want to go to my obgyn that I know and trust and is close my hubby and I just started our lives we can't afford a 2 hour drive to the dr and my dr sees me every two weeks not only is it gas money but we would have to eat etc so I told her I'm staying with my dr 5) we all know if her and I go in labor at the same time my mom will be her and not me she's the needy one 6) I'm a little jealous and upset I guess u could say (hormones bc otherwise I wouldn't give a damn) but my mom baby's her because her boyfriend of 8 years left her when he found she cheated and her baby daddy is only 20 but that's her own making and my mom and everyone is babying her for being a hoe I really in my feelings because no one is trying tot ale part of my pregnancy in my family it's all about her this is her 3 child she knew what she was doing when she cheated I did it all right I wanted to share this w my mom she hasn't even gone to one appointment and says I haven't invited her why should I have to growing up we always said she would be at all the appointments and be the biggest support but the one getting the support is my sister I get the left over slack it's just not fair I don't know what to do these stupid hormones keep getting me and I cry for hours because of it I truly feel depressed phhh and I took on a job with my mom so I could spend all the time with her before I found I was pregnant and my sister had to ask my mom for a job too so now we work together and my mom favors her and then I find out I'm pregnant and can't enjoy being pregnant alone because she ruined this too for me 😭😭😭😭😭 what should I do I'm 12 weeks and miserable I'm not enjoying this at all