I got told...

Hello all. I have found Glow to be like a diary and have found so much support.... I suffer unexplained infertility and have been TTC for

3 1/2yrs... I have a 14yr old from my first marriage and mother forcefully took me to get an abortion at age 16 (1st pregnancy) also from my first marriage before I got married 😢 and husband has 4 children with his first marriage...

I've undergone 3 IUI's I'm currently TTW from the 3rd one and will be going in for beta on Tues. My 2nd IUI was successful but I lost my twins early on.

I'm not a social butterfly out of my business relationships therefore I don't really have close friends or anyone to talk to about this other than my mother and siblings regarding this infertility issue and it's process....

I feel so sad today... about an hour ago I was with my mother when I breathed in and out (i am an anxious person and it helps) she asked what was wrong? Nothing I said... Then I smiled and said I'm nervous about testing on Tues; if AF doesn't show tomorrow I'm going to be sooo excited!!! Stop! She said... you need to stop! All this makes me nervous too and if no one has the nerve to tell them I will... YOU ARE OBSESSED WITH THIS AND YOU NEED TO STOP!

I feel sooo heartbroken 😭I have not even talked to her much during this entire process other than mentioning some symptoms when she's asked how I'm doing...

We got on a screaming match... How horrible to hear this from my own mother. I pray to God my beta is positive on Tues. keep me in your prayers. Thanks