What a long journey it has been I saw my last period Aug 14, 2016

Precious
What a long journey it has been I saw my last period Aug 14, 2016. Found out I was pregnant Oct 5, 2016 first ultrasound Oct 31, 2016. Sadly on Nov 12, 2016 I started bleeding and cramping I went to the hospital and found out that i was having a miscarriage. I was devastated on Nov 16, 2016 I had the fetus removed. I didn't understand how this could happen and what I could have done to have prevented it. I have my follow up appt with my OB on the 30th. I was told everything looked great and I could resume "normal activity" I did so on Dec 2, 2016 with no intentions on getting pregnant immediately. It happened YES 2 weeks after a miscarriage I was pregnant again. I found out I was pregnant on Jan 7, 2017. Then sadly on Jan 28th after breathing issues I was diagnosed with a Pulmonary Embolism. I was told I coul have this pregnancy normally but if anything went to life threatening I would have to terminate my pregnancy. One of the hardest things well 2 things I could hear after having lost a child 2 months prior. I was scared and nervous that I nor my child would make it. After consulting with doctors and doing exactly as I was told to have a safe pregnancy and delivery. I was scared out of my mind to give birth knowing my risk of clotting, bleeding out because of the blood thinners. I prayed over my life that I could continue to live and raise my boys and On Monday Aug 14, 2017 I just gave birth to my second and final child. A healthy baby boy, although it was a hell of a journey and I had to tie my tubes because having more children would be dangerous to my health. I'm fine and he's fine and I wouldn't change my journey one bit cause I may not have this perfect angel right now. He was worth every obstacle endured and I can't wait to sit and share this story with him.