AF has arrived

Well the dreaded AF came two days early. As, I woke up from my usual bad dream (I suffer from weird/bad dreams just about every night, tossing and turning) at almost 4 am (it is currently 3:56), I head to the bathroom to pee and like clockwork, of course, here comes AF 2 days early. As i sat there and saw the first few drops, a few tears welled in my eyes because I thought that maybe this month would be it, I would be pregnant. But I stopped myself from crying, because I thought , "Kelsey, no, this is not your time because you are on God's time. If you were made to have a baby, He will give you one when it best glorifies Him. Keep praying and continue living your life for Him and if it is supposed to happen, it will."

As I lie here now, in bed, in pain from my uterus shedding, I write this in hopes of encouraging others who are young and in their 20s who are trying to conceive But maybe feel discouraged. Give your worries to God! This month was not my time, but it doesn't mean I am giving up. My husband and I will keep trying our best, and when our best isn't good enough, we will continue to turn to God and Others for guidance. Thanks for reading my 4 am ramble. #babydust to all! ❤️