I feel like a bitch 👎

I know I need to meet his mum but my anxiety gets so bad when it comes to it that I just can't go😭 the thought of meeting her almost brings a panic attack on, never mind when it actually comes to it 😳

I wish he could understand my anxiety and why I am like this, I understand how frustrating it must be for him but I hate the fact he doesn't understand since he's so confident and out going. I hate myself for not being able to do this for him. He thinks I'm disrespectful for not meeting her and he's probably right but I have no idea how I can over come this 😩