Feeling beyond depressed

Samz

Hi guys so We went for our 13 week scan last week and Tuesday everything looked fine until the last when they found fluid behind my baby's neck we were told to come back the Friday to see the specialist but our chances for Down Syndrome is very high.We prayed and prayed so much when we eventually got their Friday my nerves was in tatters eventually went in and the news was devastating!!!! She immediately picked up the problem our baby boys lungs was extremely enlarged and crushing he's poor heart 😔😔😔😔😔 I could not stop crying we were told it could be 2 things he's windpipe did not develop or he could have some tissue there which they could work with we have to wait until 17 weeks to know exactly what's going on if he's heart does not stop before then😭😭😭😭😭😭 I can't cope I can't think straight I'm mess complete mess I don't know how I'm going to survive until 17 weeks ontop of that I have placenta previa I need encouragement anything to make me carry on please I'm desperate 😔😔😔😔😭😭😭😭