Heart Broken

Ladies, how do you pick yourselves up every month when AF comes around while you're trying to conceive? I'm so heart broken. It's been almost a year and I know every one has their own stories and time line but I literally hate this. It's a freaking roller coaster and I'm ready to tell my husband no more. That maybe, our 1, is all we were meant to have.

I'm so tired of having that "jealous/hateful" feeling for those who conceive when I should be happy for them.

I'm so tired of the heartbreak.

I'm tired of testing.

I'm tired of feeling like I'm the problem. I did what the Dr told me. I lost 25lbs. I take my meds. I track. What more can I do?!

Ladies, I'm just tired. 😭😔💔