About 3 years ago I lost my daughter around 18 weeks.. I didn't find out until I went in for my 20 week ultrasound and they were unable to find a heartbeat.. I had wondered why I wasn't feeling her move yet but had read that sometimes you don't feel baby moving based on position of placenta, etc. Needless to say it was very hard to cope with. We had already named her (Journey Raquel) and were so happy. There was nothing I could have, or did do.. It was an accident (cord accident). The pregnancy after that, I also lost at 9 weeks.. I remember feeling like we were just not meant to have a baby together. Now I'm 17 weeks pregnant with our son and we are truly over the moon excited!! But I'm getting to that point where I lost my daughter and so far I haven't been able to feel any movement.. It has me really stressed out because I don't want what happened before. I try not to talk about it because I'm trying to be positive but I can't help but to be scared... We haven't named him yet.. I think I'm scared to name him, because then it makes him REALLY REAL and I'm just so scared of what I don't know is going on in there. I just can't wait to get to the point where I can feel him moving... It'll relieve a lot of this anxiety I'm feeling.