Positivity?....

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I'm trying so hard to be positive.. my entire family has stopped calling me and texting me, doesn't wanna be around me, I'm just trying to relax as much as possible before I build my own room, and have my dogs.. I'm so scared.. I have 8 hours at work, 50 bucks for the week, I will be okay. I got this. I know I can do this, I have strength . Im strong. I can be okay. I can pay bills, I can work, I'm okay. I can do this.