Lied about anal

Okay so my boyfriend and I have tried anal a couple of times but it just hurts so much I cry every time and he tries to make it easier but it doesn't work. Afterward I asked him if it felt any better than normal sex and he shot it down and said he didn't like it at all. So the other day he was showing me something on his phone and when he opened safari it was on pornhub with a girl doing anal. I told him I was confused because I thought he didn't like it but he said he did but didn't want to hurt me. Now I'm all for making my man happy and I really want to do this for him. Should I be upset that he lied? How do I make it not hurt as bad?