I just need to vent ‼️

I'm tired. I'm tired of going months without my period. I'm tired of getting my hopes up. I'm tired of seeing the bfn every single time. I'm tired of hearing "don't think about it, it'll happen". I just don't understand. How can it happen so naturally to women who weren't even trying or didn't even want children. I feel like I'm letting everyone down. 😓 I want to be happy every time my friends tell me they're expecting - but it's so hard! When will it be my turn? Maybe conceiving wasn't meant for me. I can't take this heartache any longer. I so give up. Best wishes to you ladies. 😓💔