Im gunna go tf offfff

everyone is sitting here telling me to just move on things will get better l... but WHEN. all i wanna do is fuck this bitch up and him . but i know i cant because im pregnant & my son is more important. but how could someone you have been with for over a year & that your having a child with , go and sleep with your bestfriend and come hlme the next day and basically laugh behind my back with this bitch. HE LET ME TALK TO THIS HOE ABOUT OUR SONS BABYSHOWER. im so fucking heated & i feel so fucking disrespected im physically sick. then try to blame it on me saying its bc i "cheated" OMFG if you believed that shit you would've left a long ass time ago. i just dont understand. im so fucking pissed. I cant even deal. Then later ill be sad and cry knowing ive been having a feeling about this bitch and him. MY WORST NIGHTMARE CAME TRUE. i just cant even. i just need to vent. scream. yell. anything to lift this weight of my shoulders. 😡😡😡😡😡