Pregnant 😱

I hate everything about being pregnant and it annoys me that everyone keeps telling me how wonderfull it is. Even my husband. He's over the moon with our baby and i dont get it. I never wanted a baby and only gave in beceause he wanted it so mutch. And now being pregnant makes me depressed. It doesn't matter how manny times he tells me how pretty i look or how sexy he thinks i am i simply dont believe him. I dont feel pretty or sexy i'm agitated day and night and it is starting to become a serious problem for our sexlife. 

I know i'm so lucky with him beceause he keeps his patience with me and doesn't even make a single comment and that just makes me feel sad and i dont know why. I feel like i'm so insensitive towords him.

(Sorry for the long tekst i needed to wright it of)