I am 8 weeks pregnant today and I'm not happy at all. I'm happy about the baby but so much in my life is making me extremely depressed. i don't want to see ppl, i don't want to go to work, i don't want to talk to my ex cause he hurts my heart, I was just in a severe car accident last Saturday as well. I lost my car and I'm in love with a man whom only used me for a baby and doesn't care about me at all. I'm not happy. I cry everyday.I feel like I'm going to be alone forever and I'm never going to find someone to love me, for real. I'm 36 and I find myself hating the baby's father for breaking my heart. I sometimes wish i never had to see him again. I've kept away from him for a few days and was able to feel a lil better. I don't regret the baby. I just regret choosing the father and wish that i went with in vitro, like i had originally planned. Now I'm stuck with him in my life forever. I'm so depressed. And to top it off he won't let me put my last name with the baby and he chose a name for the baby if, it's a boy, and I literally loathe the name. I'm stuck.