Losing my mind 😭

7 weeks 3 days pregnant.... to me after over 11 MC and chemical pregnancies all by this time feels like I won an Olympic gold medal. But I can't stop STRESSING, I know once I see the heartbeat next week at sonogram I will feel better.... but what if I don't see one, what If my baby is gone and my body doesn't know. I see people announce at 6 weeks and I could never do that. I can't say enough how much I want this baby, how I already love this baby. Every twinge, pain, cramp, gas pain... I'm losing it. My hormones aren't helping at all so I just cry sometimes like CRY my eyes out. I don't want to let my husband down anymore he's so good to me on this journey. I just want to meet my baby. Sorry just needed to vent thank you for even reading.