Rant rant rant.

Feeling super upset last weekend was my shower i had multiple people tell me they were coming hours before my shower and never show. I dont have much support besides my SO and he's amazing. I just wish they wouldnt have lied when i asked them what happened they've been ignoring me for days. About 5 people showed up and i just felt so depressed dont get me wrong i appreciated them coming but i just feel like the people who ddnt are messed up they could of at least had the courtesy to say hey i cant make it i let them know 2 months in advance when the shower was and sent reminders. They assured me they were coming. This is my second child and most of my family have kept a distance for some reason. When i had my first everyone was all happy and excited and now they dont even ask about me or my pregnancy or my daughter who is one. Even with my last child (my daughter) most chose not to come to my shower but went to my cousins a month later because she got pregnant at 19 and i was 17. It just makes me feel like they ddnt come because they think i shouldn't have a second being 18yo. My SO and I have been together almost 3 years with our own place, im finishing school and am a stay at home mom, he works two jobs and we decided to try for baby #2 and im now 31 weeks pregnant. If they couldn't make it to one small shower and barely talk to me why should they be in our lives, many ddnt go to my daughters birthday 3 months ago to.