I have decided to start preparing for my rainbow baby even before he/she is conceived. I have decided to be hopeful as much and often as I can. I have decided that this will be the month.. until af shows and I'll be proven otherwise. This bunny lovey is for my future rainbow baby.. just something that kept my hands and mind busy this weekend.. Because I will be hopeful because it's the only thing that quites my fears. I will be strong and I will be a mommy someday.