ladies...on August 1rst I lost my soulmate,my best friend and my true love to a car accident. we both have a 10 month old and I am currently 7 months pregnant. I'm at such a loss with this whole thing. everyone tells me "Oh it will get better" but how the he'll am I supposed to live my life and be strong for my kids!!???? We were known as that "cute couple" unfortunately the last few weeks he had been severely depressed and needed to take a few days to "think about life" he was on his way from Washington to California to visit his sister. I guess he wasn't happy with the way things were..but he never once mentioned anything to me! He left in such a strange way. no telling me till he was walking out the door...and that was the last time I saw him before his accident. my brain is trying to wrap my thoughts around everything..but how...i know I'm my heart he truly loved me and he wouldn't have ever left. I mean, we had gone on a lovely date the night before! I'm wondering if he was losing his mind from having summers off from his work (he's a teacher aide) ladies how the hell do I go on without him and how do I cope with all this info!? I'm so lost..i need advice