Why the fuck do you have to live so far away? You are perfect and i think i'm falling in love with you, and idek how you feel abt me. and i want to know so badly. It hurts me to think abt you bc ik that nothing will happen. I want u so badly. I want to be able to cry to you, to sleep in your arms, for you to hold me and make me feel like everything is fine even though clearly everything is shit. It's not fair, none of it.