Appreciation for my son:

When I first found out I was pregnant, your biological father was more comfortable with an abortion. I desperately tried to induce a miscarriage because I thought it would be the best, but you hung on.

When I was five weeks pregnant I got severely sick and was hospitalized three times, but you hung on.

When I lost a beloved pet and my relationship of five years (your biological father) in one week I was severely stressed and devastated, but you hung on.

Thank you for hanging on and being my constant, little Niko. Your kicks and wiggles bring me the utmost joy and comfort. I'm grateful that I get to meet you in about 19 weeks and hold you. You are the love of my life and I will always be here for you, just like you are for me.

Love, Mama.