I gotta be honest, i came into to the group just so I can bump my load of bad shit and I hope that os fine. I don't always feel like this. From recently I had a lot of friendships ended, my bf fucking moved to America (I'm in Europe), my college teacher is shit. So here am I watching porn and feeling bad. I had one sexual encounter, but I had that inner voice telling me-ur worthlessness ur only f*** him to stop being stressed but you know you can't orgasm because ur a friendless rigid bitch, even you're boyfriend didn't look back. Even tho the guy was telling me I'm perfect and we had a good time. So now I'm texting with other person but I realized it is so not about sex. I'm so sad because of my neglected relationships and I have hard time accepting it. And I don't have time when to be sad or who even to fucking talk to. Everyone I try talking to is so superficial it is driving me nuts to even talk about anything. I am so sad I don't even care I sound like somebody vomited green day song.