Masturbation

Soo I guess this is a little tmi but I'm a little confused 😂 I'm 18 and a virgin and well always horny 🤷🏽‍♀️ Never been interested in masturbation but anywho I tried it (basically just clit stimulation) etc and well I feel like I get close and then it just ...goes?

Is that "normal" I'm just kinda confused and what the end result should be etc 😂