Don't know what to Do! Help???

Natalie

Me and My boyfriend have been together for 3 years and after many arguments of when trying to have a baby was right (I struggle with PCOS and Celiacs) we have recently decided to start trying. And then I met David. He is the biggest ASS but I find myself very attracted to him and even tho he buts on a show is can be sweet. Nothing! sexual has happened between us but I often catch myself wondering what if... He is always complementing me and when me and Josh have a fight he's there to make sure I'm okay. I love Josh with all my heart, and I would never dream of hurting him. but I feel like I'm the only one who wants a family and kids are something I'm not willing to give up. any advice