Anyone else paranoid when wiping, lifting, etc? Every time I wipe I'm scared of seeing anything pink or red. I made it further than my third pregnancy (miscarried at 5wks). But since my second pregnancy was a missed miscarriage (was 10 weeks along when found out baby's heart stopped beating at 8 weeks) I get so paranoid. I am 7 weeks and my first ultrasound is next Tuesday. I'm so afraid but hopeful. I've been having constant evening sickness. Tenderness of breast have subside but feel full. I'm just afraid idk I'm staying positive but the fear is always there.