I just recently broke up with my boyfriend because I was the only one trying in the relationship. I started having a crush on someone while in the relationship and everything reminds me of him and I can't help liking him. He helped me through a lot and as soon as I broke up with my boyfriend he was telling me how much he loved me and helping me. I fell so hard guys. He also broke up with his girlfriend before this as well and she lived in the U.K. and she cheated on him and stuff. I helped him and he promised me he would always be here and he would never leave me like my other friends. Well after this he posted on his snapchat talking about his ex girlfriend and it hurts so bad and he just completely stopped talking to me (keep in mind I can't sleep at night and his voice is therapeutic) I miss him so much but I shouldn't. WHAT SHOULD I DO I keep getting hurt and crying/ screaming into my pillow and my depression is getting worse