I Want A Baby!!!


Warning: Venting ... I feel SO READY to start TTC, but my husband isn't ready and has repeatedly expressed his feelings. He wants to pay off our house and have six figures saved in our "baby fund" before starting a family. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate his attention and care to our finances. BUT HONESTLY. All of our married friends are pregnant right now (all three couples due in December)... everyone is having baby showers and buying adorable little outfits and decorating nurseries and picking out names... and I can't help but feel jealous. Supportive and excited for them, of course, but jealous. Our friends and family ask when we are going to have a baby, and the answer is always "in a few years"... 😭 I'm feeling so impatient!