So I just need to let it out,

My boyfriend is driving me up the wall and thinks that I should do everything around the house including pick up his dirty dishes from where he has left them and see no problem, he won't try anything new and pays more attention to his car and everyone else, I've found myself constantly thinking about a new guy who is 8 years older then I am he is always on my mind...I am struggling with depression and anxiety and my best friend committed suicide yesterday.