I am 38 days PP.., and I am in severe anxiety... I keep fearing that something is wrong with my baby... like a stupid person I google symptoms and things she does... and it just spirals from there... Google is an evil place... everytime I google something, it turns into something really nasty and I start spirallin out of control from there.. I keep visualising symptoms that aren't there in my baby.. and keep crying... I don't feel like doing anything... I told my doc she said try to self soothe... I was told by my mom that I have simply lost my mind and gone crazy... I also spoke to my pedi and he says there is all fine with the baby... but I can't stop at all...

I was always a worrier and more of a type A personality but it was never this cray cray...

anyone gone thru this ?? Any advise would help