I don't know about anyone else, but being pregnant with my rainbow baby is giving me so much anxiety, I don't seem to be enjoying it 😢

Every ache, pain, different symptom or lack of symptoms makes me an emotional mess and I'm not sure how much more I can take! I hope once I have my first scan and see everything is ok, my anxiety will ease up, but I've managed to convince myself that something is wrong. Sorry for the negative post, but I sometimes feel like I can't talk to my SO about it, because he thinks I'm overreacting.