This is may sound pathetic but I miss my cat...

I've had him since 2009 and he's been such an amazing friend to have. During school years, I was bullied a lot and getting mistreated and I would cry in my room and my cat would always stay by my side until I calm down. When I come home, he's always right there waiting for me (sometimes he'd be sleeping somewhere).

Two months ago, my family left me here in Hawaii to live in Texas and they took my best friend because I can't afford to keep him here with me.

Since then, i come home from work and every other day at random times I would have a mental breakdown and cry and cry until I pass out. There's times where it's bearable during the day unless someone brings him up. But at nights, it feels like I'm completely broken inside and my chest feels so tight.

I talk about how I feel to my s/o but I still cry every time I miss my cat.

I don't know how to go on with my life without thinking about my cat.