My story..

I would like to share my pregnancy story. I would love to know if anyone has ever been through anything similar.

I have been pregnant 3 times, (at the moment i am 34weeks).

My first pregnancy I miscarried at 6 weeks.

My mum miscarried at 6 weeks.

My second pregnancy seem completely normal and healthy, 12 week scan showed nothing to be concerned about, growing well and wriggling away, myself and partner were so excited at our 20week scan to find out the gender.. to only have our hearts broken, a little girl, our beautiful little girl, that's what she was, but she suffered from a birth defect, spina bifida and hydrocephalus. We were told by a specialist she wouldn't be able to walk, she would need many surgeries, a shunt in her brain and would need a catheter from birth. We made to decision to stop the pregnancy from going any further, it was the worst two weeks of my life, but I got to hold her and kiss her goodbye.

My mum lost her little boy at 22 weeks due to his organs not growing properly.

My mum then went on to have three babies, all at 36 weeks. Myself at 4lb 12, brother at 6lb and sister at 6lb 8. My sister has autism, but she's doing so well.

With everything that has so far lined out and happened I feel like I've followed her footsteps.

I am worried I will have my little boy at 36weeks as I don't want to be too early.

What does everyone think?

I need to point out also.. I was supposed to be due in October, and came in September. My little boy is due this October... 😱

Thank you for taking the time to read ❤️