Pregnant&Terminating

Jess

I've been with my boyfriend for a year now. We both love sex but I don't wanna use contraceptive. Once I got pregnant he said he wanted the baby but I didn't then. As time goes by I doubt he's the one for me. Been through slot for him. I've missed my period for two months now. Loss of appetite and morning sickness. I told him I self checked twice and it all came as pregnant. He immediately said I should abort it as he is not ready and doesn't wanna have babies with me. We went to confirm at the hospital and he's putting so much pressure on me to get rid of it. For a while now whenever I'm with him in the car a girl calls whom he hasn't saved the number with a name. He picks up and tells her can I please call you back. I never really asked whom it was. When I did ask he made four different statement telling me whom she is. I don't think he even realised. He said she's just a friend, it's her cousins friend. He just met her at the gym. Idk what to do about this whole thing. From his behaviour now I think I'll suffer a great deal keeping the baby as both my family don't agree to this relationship. And he'll make it much harder for me. I'm only left with thinking of getting rid of the baby and breaking it off. It's just so disturbing. Idk if I'm making the right decision. I need your thoughts on this plsss