Am I depressed?

Maggie Lynn • RN to be👩🏼‍🎓 DBK ❤️ Rainbow baby baking 🌈

I had my first D&C; on august 23rd. I'm 22, my Boyfriend is 27. We were shocked by the pregnancy but got excited and then it was just taken away. I can't sleep, I have tightness in my chest all the time, I don't want to talk to anyone I just want to hide and watch hallmark movies! I've always had a little anxiety but nothing like this. I take lexapro once a day. I just want to be pregnant again but he doesn't know if we should. It's killing me & I'm resenting him.