I'm 20 and I want to conceive so hard. I don't know why but I have this maternal instinct, this urge to have a little baby... I'm often crying because we are not having a baby.

The reason why we are not is because I'm 20, he is 19 and well, we are both in University and we want kids but we want to work first and move from our actual flat. It won't happen until 8 more years... so I find myself crying, being depressed, I can't be happy for other people pregnancies,... it's really weird and problematic in my life.